CHANGES

SHE used to be people person 

until she was dragged down by people whom she was trying to uplift. 

SHE used to be a loving person

until she realized how loving can break someone wholly. 

SHE used to be a supportive person

until she realized people only gonna take undue advantage of your support. 

SHE used to be kind to people 

until she realized that it does even pay to be kind. 

SHE used to care about people 

until she realized that people for whom she cares for don't even give a shit about her. 

SHE used to love crowdedness

until she realized how one can feel really alone even there. 

SHE used to be honest

until she realized that this society has completely failed to accept honesty. 

SHE used to be faithful 

until she realized that it is disloyalty which you gonna get in return of loyalty.

And now SHE has changed,changed a lot. SHE is no longer the same.

 MIXED FEELINGS!

Took time to know you

Took time to love you

Trying to forget you

But not able to

Its you who's stuck up there

re-evoked memories 

pulling me towards you

coz You always end up by my side

even when situations were not right

You consoled me when i cried

held me close when no one was there

I never deserved this

you are amazing

& deserves some1 who treats u d same way

u treated me

You deserve the best of all

and that's not me

I am sorry for having

given you nothing

In return for you having

given me everything 

Realized how hard it must have been on u

i'm sorry for all i put you through

But BABY trust me 

you really meant everything to me

until i changed my definition of everything :')

                                   LOST

And when u lost all of your interest in me

you've thrown me out

keeping all our memories aside

u broke your vows

u left but my heart continues to pound

for the one who is never gonna be around

in this ever changing world

i thought u would stay

but just like a star in the sky

u faded away

i tried so hard to be someone u want

but maybe my touch wasn't enough to keep u warm

maybe for you i meant nothing

but for me u were my everything

And now you've got a lot of people

beside you , supporting you

and here i am

lost all of my people in just one you!